Sick and Tired

I don't know if I can take it anymore. I deserve much better. I know I do but it's just tough. I don't know what to do. I don't think I'm in the wrong. I'm so confused. What else can I do? It seems like I've done most of the work. No, I HAVE done most of the work. Maybe one day he will realize.

Quote: "And there wasn't anything wonderfully amazing about him, but there was something that she just couldn't resist."

Wow, long time.

Something just doesn't seem right. I don't know what it is. Maybe I do. I just wish you were easier to read.

"Breaking Up" is going pretty good. Everyone has loved it so far. Tonight was not my best, but I really tried. I don't know what was wrong with me. Oy.

Anyway, the quote for the day: "When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you." - A Million Little Pieces

Good week.

Oh man, I wish I could remember everything about tonight. The right words were said, and now I really know how he feels. I feel great.

Opening weekend was a success. A FUCKING SUCCESS. I think we'll start bringing in the masses. Hopefully.

Quote of the day: "He smiled understandingly—much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced--or seemed to face--the whole external world for an instant, and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in yourself, and assured you that it had precisely the impression of you that, at your best, you hoped to convey."

Finally.

Don't you just love it when things start to click? I'm very content right now, and it feels great. I can't fucking WAIT for prom!

And of course, now I have nothing else exciting to type. I mean, we're almost seniors but that's not exciting til next year.

Anyway, quote of the day: "Take him and cut him out into little stars and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night." - Romeo & Juliet