It's all coming back to me now.

Well well well, a lot has happened since I last updated.

First off, my birthday weekend was awesome. Yes, weekend. I know I sound spoiled but I don't give a shit cause I had an amazing time. I got tickets to see DANE COOK. And I had a suprise party. YES.

Anywho, I've gotten to see how much of a bitch I can be. I have good intentions. I really do. And I think I've figured out my problem. My problem about how I'm indecisive. But that's for me to know.

And now to relate to this blog title. It truly is all coming back to me now, but one hundred times better. I love it when you know that people are truly making an effort all for you because they care about you and love you. I guess you can teach an old dog new tricks.
But, maybe I'm dumb for trying this again. I'm fine with just going with the flow and seeing where this ends up. It's not like I haven't dealt with "heartache" before. Haha I laugh when people use words like heartache but nothing quite describes it like that. I'm just happy at where I am. I don't fully know what I want but I have a good idea. And I feel bad saying that because I didn't feel that way with another person, but that's how I know this is real. Because when you want it, you want it. You don't want to wait and you don't want to take things slow. Well, maybe you do, but I'm kinda fast and I'm not talking about slutiness.

Last comment: I saw this movie Blow today and it was pretty damn good. Johnny Depp was awesome. It's up on my list of favorite drama movies, like Requiem for a Dream.


And the quote for this update:
"We seemed to fit together in a way that suggested nothing had ever quite fit before."